NEW SPINOFF BLOG! +4 UPDATES!!!
August 14, 2024
(Rising After Relapse is my new spin off blog for those wanting to skip reading words. It's less of a weight loss blog more of a body recomp blog)
There will be no more updates to this blog. I practically eat the same thing every day with slight variations depending what I got. I am currently at 140 pounds and mostly happy where I am at. Ideally would like to lose 10 more pounds to be satisfied but an overall 20 pound loss as my goal. I am absolutely within my goal so happy! So yeah there IS light at the end of the tunnel for those wanting to lose weight. I made a lot of hiccups along the way but I am proof that an incompetent person such as myself can still fuck up while still losing weight. If a dumb ass like me can do it, you can too!
If you want to follow me on the only social media I have then lurk/follow me on Instagram @Horrortized stupid name, I know but I am attached to it. (Mini update: fyi, I have since abandoned Instagram so maybe don't follow me.)
UPDATE #1 - September 10, 2024
My current weight is 135 pounds!!! My weight loss has slowed a lot over the past couple of weeks but that's expected the closer you are to your goal weight. Mine is 120! I experienced my first big heartbreak from some asshole with no conscience so that affected my self worth and consistency but it's okay! Instagram be crazy I think they read my messages, analyze my face and can listen through my phone! My reels' recommended section is filled with REELS ABOUT MY EXACT SITUATION! Freaks me the fuck out. But also a good thing because there is a lot of empathetic reels on how to heal from when someone breaks your heart 💔
Total Weight Lost: 53 pounds!
UPDATE #2 - October 15, 2024
I currently weigh 132.8 pounds. Currently at a plateau. I fluctuate with my water weight but that's the general consensus. Still not happy where I'm at so still slowly trying! Not as consistent on my 10 step skincare and only do gua sha mornings now! Current pictures of me! I also got my first tattoo!
Total Weight Lost: 54.8 pounds!
#UPDATE #3 January 25, 2025
Long story short...I ended up getting to my lowest weight ever at 130 pounds!!!!! It did not last long because I recently moved back to my home state to start a new life. Which also means new food choices. I finally left my abusive relationship but at what cost? Money doesn't buy happiness I'll just say that. Never settle for a partner who can financially take care of you but emotionally drains you. I learned that the hard way. I am no longer in that relationship but currently in a new healthy relationship!!! Better yet, it's with a friend I've met when we were 16 years old! Nearly 20 years pass and we finally bit the bullet and revealed our feelings for each other and currently officially dating. So that's pretty damn cool. Huh?! Been a few months and by far the happiest I've ever been.
However, I have gained back a few pounds. I keep fluctuating between 134-140 pounds currently. Very sad I am still not in my 120s but oh well that's life. I just love tex mex and donuts. Which my new boyfriend introduced me to many great new restaurants.
This also leads me to eventually create a new blog dedicated to growing my butt. Yes. Seriously. Partially to start fresh and document on losing those last stubborn pounds and also to experiment with various ways to grow my glutes and focus on getting fit. Will update when I get this blog up and running soon. Guess what?! Blog is now live! Rising After Relapse is my new blog platform. This is not a drill. This will be my part 2 continuation. This blog was my weight loss journey but my new blog is more of a body recomp journey while losing a little bit more. Unfoodgettable is another spanking new blog I created to document cool foodie eats. I know this defeats the purpose of losing weight but when I do eat like crap, it will land on that blog. Mini update...will not be updated frequently as I want to take my new relapse bounce back journey seriously. I will eventually make some retroactive posts.
Oh yeah and I got my tattoo shaded!!!
****UPDATE #4 MAY, 24. 2025*****
Hola. 5 months later.....update from my previous update. Okay well...my weight is slowly creeping back up. My lowest was in January 2025 at 130 pounds. Buuut now? May 2025, 4 months later I'm nearly at 150 pounds. Upon moving in with my new boyfriend back in December, I ended up succumbing to peer pressure and ate junk food and diabolical carbs. I was originally okay the first maybe 3 ish months but now I practically relapsed. Ate everything keto is against. Fries, chips, burgers with buns, flour tortilla filled tacos, FUCKING DONUTS!!!!!!! Not to mention loads of sugar and chocolate amongst various amounts of candy. I relapsed hard.
150ish pounds ain't too bad but it ain't good. Scared to weigh myself right now offical weigh in will be next month.
I didn't even bother updating my blog I plugged in the previous update. I will use this opportunity for a more true part 2 of my fitness journey and document how to bounce back from a relapse. It sucks gaining nearly 20 pounds in 5 months but it's not the end of the world. Just look forward and have goals toward the future. I also want to back into gua sha again. I stopped doing it twice daily and my face clearly shows. My face currently to when I did gua sha 6 months ago at the same weight is a crazy difference! Same weight!
Also, my hair is thinning extremely bad. I first thought it was due to weight loss but I've been at a stable weight, even gaining more evidently and my hair just won't stop shedding like crazy! So this is another thing I want to document as well
Okay well that's my update. And I already have plans and a set schedule. I could easily blame my boyfriend for being a bad influence but...how does one grow if there is no accountability on my part? I take 100% full accountability of my actions and decisions that led to my weight gain. Starting in June, my birth month!, I plan to take my health back to return to be a healthier version of myself.
If anyone still reads my blog then I deeply appreciate you!!!! Now kindly fuck off and go to new spin off blog! Love youuuuu.
No homo.