July 28, 2024 Diary

Last weigh in for the month 😭

Well ain't that super cool 😎 👌  July was really a testy month for me. I got caught up in a burst of popularity from that July 1st Reddit post. I love talking to people but I have shitty social skills so I wasn't used to people being so gosh darn nice to me. Not one single negative comment and I was honestly expecting one, ain't that depressing? But I did get messages mostly from married men 😵 and the ones who didn't volunteer that information I mostly assumed they are in the very least spoken for. Not that it matters!! I bet they all went through my post history!!!!! I did post and comment how miserable I am in my relationship afterall but I didn't think people would ever lurk in my profile to begin with. It is public so I am not the least bit surprised, mind you. All were friendly!!! Not intense flirting aside from saying I'm cute compliments. Most of those conversations fizzled out when I flew to Texas during the same week. However, I currently chat with only 1 person from there now! Still staying strong with our daily chats I can happily say. So I hope that person feels special now as they been having my undivided attention for the past few weeks 😏

Weight lose wise, this is the month with the least weight lost. Not surprising as I did lost my motivation for a bit. Not entirely but was very loose in my choices while still technically still on my weight loss plan. I think I am over that phase and am more than ever dedicated to go back to my strict routine. As I am getting closer to my goal weight of 120 pounds, I did anticipate my weight loss to slow down. Was hoping to get at least the early 130s for that to happen but oh well. Life happens and we can't always get what we want. 

A thing I have been doing for a while is when I get sugar cravings, I eat 1 tbsp of almond butter. Full of fat and protein that it successfully keep my sugar cravings at bay. I admittedly did cheat earlier in July and actually ate cake and ice cream (my baby boy did turn 16 years old after all!!) But I have since realized I was only preventing myself from progressing in my weight loss journey. I feel I should lose at least 10 more pounds before I get another cheat meal.

For dinner I made the family beef nachos but I realized I had leftover ground meat from last week. So I decided to make myself a 1/2 pound burger!! Definitely kept me fulfilled for the rest of the night.