May 12, 2024 Diary

💓HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY 💓  

Last night I broke my green gua sha stone!!! I had it in my Rue21 tote bag and I flipped it to dump out all my clothes and my stone plopped to our wooden floor and dedz. Super sad. Since I am a weirdo and always make it a point to have backups and stocking up on random shit I actually do have a replacement! I use my pink one now. Great...off to buy a green stone replacement as we speak....That's why it always pays off to have backups and never waiting until you need it to need it.

There was another family gathering for Mother's Day....even smaller than Easter. My social skills tanked at this one. I froze up and hardly spoke 2 words the entire time. Worse of all so were SO and our teenager. We obviously aren't close to the Maryland fam at all and it shows so it was 3 hours of all 3 of us being awkward as fuck. Worse of all, STILL no one brought up my weight loss. Fucking bummer. Should I even post pictures at this point????? Ughhh. I guess 25 pound loss isn't as obvious like I was hoping. Here's an impromptu progress pic face reveal. Might delete later! Yes I look like a rough 35 year old!!!!! Been in a major depressive episode today so it's been fucking rough. Like seriously after looking at my before picture WHY HASN'T ANYONE SAID ANYTHING! Totally makes me feel like shit. I wouldn't get offended! I love compliments 😭

This is what 25 pound weight loss and 2x gua sha every day looks like after 3 months:

Day 42 of 54 of the FB FIT Round 1 Program. All videos from Fitness Blender unless noted. 

REST DAY!!!!! I slacked so much last week but I need to make sure to get back on track and go hard this tomorrow when the final days of FB FIT coming nigh.

SO made breakfast. Feels nice to finally not cook for once. Last time I went without cooking, I caught covid 2 years ago and I was totally out of commission for a few days but then again, SO's version of cooking is making a bowl of cereal and zapping frozen meals lol.